wanting pt.2

Well here I am again. Recently I have just danced pretty much three hours straight, 5:30-7:45, so my feet hurt. I decided it'd be a good idea to update, since I haven't yet.

Yes, the world of Jeannette is still no-mans-land. Well after my very nice break-up (note the sarcasm) on February 15th I just feel weird. Sure, the guy was a complete jerk and cheated on me but sadly, and I do mean sadly, to say I miss hugging him. I miss having a boyfriend that I can just hug anytime.

So what if I have guy friends that I hug. No of them are actually my boyfriend.

Okay, singleness is fun. It's flirty, but it's so lonely. I think I am suffering from what's called "after-breakup syndrome". I am still heartbroken and still wanting. I still want to be held, kissed, and wanted.

There's attention that I want that I don't have.

xoxo, Jeannette